Sometimes you learn the best truths about yourself are when you wish someone else would give you the answer yet you find it yourself.

I am in college now. Life is and feels different. I look around at the world and how corrupt and immoral everyone has seemed to become. I can’t fall into line like everyone else. I look to the demoralization of human kind and how gods of the past had wiped the slate clean because they could not bear the atrocities that mankind had been ( Read more... )

Thank you for my friends. There was a time when I was unsure that I would ever have someone care for me. God has blessed me. I am surrounded with near unconditional love and I don’t even see it. My parents, Lindsay, my friends, my family, people I don’t even know in society. I’m thankful for each one ( Read more... )

I just watched American history x. I just had my play last night and I feel weird. There are many good things in my life but sometimes it is so hard to see it. I am blind to how great my life really is. I have so many things that I should be thankful for. I got to a safe school. I have great friends who can go deep and I can have fun with. ( Read more... )

I have had many different things happen in my life this summer to say the least. I got to go to Europe and that was fun, yet it involved the largest mistake of my life. With Lindsay gone I decided to make out with one of my best friend’s girlfriends. I didn’t really have any reason for it other than it would feel good. There was nobody telling ( Read more... )

Life is a bitch it is how you deal with the bitch that makes you you ( Read more... )

I have learned so much about myself this year. The funny thing is that I don’t even know what I have learned is accurate. Probably one of the most influential people who tell me things I had never really thought about my self is my girlfriend Lindsay Jost (10 months). She has said that she has things figured out in everything but relationships ( Read more... )

What an amazing creation. Regardless of what I believe religion was created and made by man. Inspired by God or whatever it is all man created. It amazes me how little time we actually spend contemplating our own existence. Only once in a blue moon do I think about it. What is sadder is that there are kids who I have talked to that have “never ( Read more... )

I mentioned that looking at yourself is very beneficial for a person to do which is true. That’s why I think bashing is such a good idea is because what is said makes you think about what you do to other people how you act and who you are. Constant self-examination is very beneficial. People change this is a fact that will remain true forever. ( Read more... )

It is amazing how children strive to be totally unlike their parents no matter what time period they live. Older generations have instilled good morals and strict punishments on their children. In turn, they totally turned away from that teaching. But cases are very different. I am exactly like my parents in most regards. I have the same ( Read more... )