Haven't updated in an ETERNITY! So I am. Im in college and it is ok. I'm an engineer and not really excited about it. It's hard. I want to be in a new, good, relationship really bad fro some reason. I love being in college and i love going home. I get really emotional sometimes when I'm alone in my room. I am thankful for a great many ( Read more... )

Last night was my first night back in stl….and like the title my face hurt from laughing soooooo much…..This is going to be a good summer. :)

Since nobody EVER updates I will. The following is a intriguing conversation between rachel and I ( Read more... )

I am truly enjoying life. I like how much fun I have. I’m glad I have made some real ties in college. I like being active and playing soccer. I like seeing people I haven’t seen in a while. I love having conversations that stretch me and stretch others. I love inside jokes. I love cuddling. I love when a 2-hour conversation feels like nothing ( Read more... )

I am watching Band of Brothers, which by the way is really freaking good. Very well done. But in watching it I feel like I need to right. Hitler and the nazi regime killed 6 million Jews and 5 million other foreign peoples for no other reason then to exterminate them. That is a CATASTROPHIC loss of life. That can’t be replaced. But perhaps ( Read more... )

Uh…. its Christmas Eve/Christmas morning and so of course I cant and don’t want to go to sleep. I just keep listening to “What’s this.” Which is making me currently VERY SMILEY. And now it’s snowing. I can’t help but think of all the differences and non-differences that there are in the Christmas’s ( Read more... )

People fuck up. No matter how you spin it. No matter who it is they make mistakes the only thing that we can do is forgive ourselves and for give others and try not to do it again, but I might happen again that is the fundamental flaw with being human we make fucking mistakes. It is amazing how long it takes us to actually learn something. I ( Read more... )

This break was really good. I dint want it to end ever but still good. What can I say I did everything. Munchkin, coffee cartel, Harry potter, hanging out, seeing everyone, movies, Casablanca, sushi, leather chair, riding backwards down the highway, the city museum, watching a beautiful baby fall asleep, seeing family, getting lost in KC, the ( Read more... )

You are who you are and you would stand up for yourself no matter what. It is innate. Pride is innate. Self-preservation is base; it always has been there and always will be there ( Read more... )

Since I haven’t updated in a LONG time I thought I would write. Who knows it might be therapeutic for me. Anyshit. I’m just gonna go and you can read it or not. I guess I just feel like writing ( Read more... )