And suddenly I wonder if I was wrong to make this prison a paradise. Because now I long to be in chains and am tortured by sunsets I adore. I chose this school because it was beautiful, but being that is still a school, I love a place that is holding me back from life. I am in love with this numbing paradise that sits like a gate in front of my ( Read more... )

Independence is wonderful. It’s beautiful. I felt so alive and powerful when I could wake up in the morning and only worry about myself. But I remembered something that I always say and in my eternal quest for self-improvement have decided to apply it to my life. There is an old proverb, I think it’s from the bible, that says “what is a man who ( Read more... )

why do i love her so much? god, i love her so much. sigh ( Read more... )

miami, sigh, where else can you buy an "eye-opener" for $1.59 ( Read more... )

In the art deco district of Miami around midnight, there are lots of cars, taxis, and limousines. It’s where the extremely rich and elegant meet with the hobos and the art hippies to stare at their lives and comment as if it were some deep thing to study. I hold her hand in the crowds and we step inside an exhibit. White walls and stylish lights ( Read more... )

today was a bad day. through and through ( Read more... )

Mark this day down, boys. She said yes. She fucking said yes. After a year and half on being alone, bitterness, and eventually finding myself... Shawn Sprockett has a girlfriend. I officialized it with her tonight and we are now dating. Even at 4 in the morning i feel sunshine... le sigh.

When something so right hits you at this angle, you can’t do anything but squirm while impaled by cupid’s arrow. I didn’t even realize. If I got exactly what I wanted, if it was served to me on a silver platter, would I even have the frame of mind to say hello to her? Could I even think when presented with the girl I’ve been searching for? Suddenly ( Read more... )

Foul foul words, attend me not ( Read more... )

For those of us who are slightly confused about Pilgrims and Native Americans and their connection to Thanksgiving ( Read more... )