Jason knelt down on the boardwalk in Newburyport last April and asked me to marry him. I kept walking towards him, unaware of what was going on, tripped, and fell onto his shoulder. Then I got very dizzy and had to sit. And then I said yes ( Read more... )

I haven't really been to this site in a while, but I was bored and its sort of rainy out and came upon it and started reading people's old entries. Like old old, like from early high school before i had any friends old. It's crazy that at the time we all had no idea where we'd be when we were approaching our 20's. I think I thought I'd live in ( Read more... )

UNH sucks ( Read more... )

I feel like 20 is suffocating me already and I'm still 19. I'm never going to get out of this house. I workworkwork as many hours as those assholes at Hannaford will give me but by the time I pay my share of my tuition and for my books and to put gas in my piece of shit car I have just enough money left to be completely frugal and not eat anything ( Read more... )

aah i had the most amazing dream last night. it was so great, i let myself sleep until almost 12:30 to keep having it ( Read more... )

my poor parents ( Read more... )

It's so hard to stay focused on the ultimate prize when it feels like the process is moving at a snail's pace ( Read more... )

November 19th... I'll never forget it.
I was on the floor below Bruce Springsteen as he sang on stage. Just a corale and pit between us. He pointed at me and I made heart hands at him.

Sam Morrill has made my life. Her and I are going to see him again on my birthday.

I... can't find words.

I know for a fact that someday I will look back on my thought process at this point in my life and laugh at my cuteness and lack of worldly knowledge. But right now, at 19 years, 8 months and 18 days, I can't see things from any other viewpoint ( Read more... )

my professor gave me candy today when I went to talk to her. it made everything ok ( Read more... )