so im updating my journal for the sole fact that i know someone i like might be reading, god im so gay, anyways so i just got back from my road trip and i had an absolute blast, i ended up staying at my friend alex's for a couple of days while i was there and he lives with these two other guys, which means bachelor pad, which mean fuckin gross, so ( Read more... )

so christmas and new years have now passed and christmas was pretty cool i got a digital camera and a new iPod and stuff it was great... new years was spent home with the family eating lobster and watching movies all night... nothing like family fun... no really... so it was good just lonely, sean dropped off my script for a movie we are supposed ( Read more... )

thanks for the sympathy all of you (take note in the sarcasm)... anyways just got done doing a show and tomarrow i find out what part i got in the musical..joy...went on three dates the past few weeks none of em have done anything for me i tried getting kissed twice but i moved... i feel bad one guy took me out to the melting pot and such...but i ( Read more... )

i had just gotten done watching that slc. punk movie and i thought to myself damn i know i know someone who looks like that then it came to mind...my ex that kid named taylor... i thought that maybe i would call him, after all i just ran into him like a few weeks ago and gotten his number.. to the next day rolls along and i decided hey why the hell ( Read more... )

so it all started off with my best friend hooking up with my ex of two years.. she came over and i comforted her not knowing why and then she told me and she told me every intricate detail and i just sat there and cried it for hours on end...she just sat there so blind sighted she like cant seem to comprehend why that would upset me...i feel sick ( Read more... )

so i finally know what i am doing with my life yup just figured it out about five minutes ago... thought you guys should be the first to know, i think that its amazing to just up and do what you want, im deffinetly getting the fuck out of here.. and the time isnt coming soon enough... on a side note still with the same guy taylor... its been about ( Read more... )

hello everyone sorry i know its been like forever since i last updated i have just been kind of busy working and stuff, so how the hell is everyone doing, i just chopped off all of my hair and for those of you who dont know me its down to my butt, and im still with my boyfriend taylor in like a weeks it will be two months and im absolutely crazy ( Read more... )

so i havent written i here in a long time sorry guys, but now the hurricane is coming and i just thought i would do it for kicks, update on the love life, im going out with a kid named taylor and im head over heels, it will be a month on friday, we have been putting up hurrican shudders all day, and at the current moment i am updating the ipod ( Read more... )

i spent all day with my ex jayson he used to have a big pot problem so i broke up with him so then we started hanging out again as friends and today he was like oh i quit because i smoked for an hour strait and never got high, so then today me and my friend amanda were hanging out with him and she had never smoked and wanted to so i was just going ( Read more... )

so i worked on the book floor last night and as i was looking something up i saw a guy almost hunched over holding a bag and walking around the store, he had long hair and he looked almost hurt, we made eye contact and then i continued working, as i was leaving work i saw the same guy laying down on the bench outside along with his bag, getting ( Read more... )