well, i start my new job on monday. 8:30-12...great. another reason for me to stop "doing what i've been doing" if you catch my drift. i just dont feel like going into my new job looking, and feeling like a big pile of shit. that just sucks ( Read more... )

you know what? i hate it when shit happens. it always just seems to burts my fucking bubble, and i am fucking sick of it. it is just so stupid that my fucking boyfriend...the one i love...just doesnt really care about me. i mean, when we're alone, it's great...he is the sweetest person in the world. and that is the person i love. but when we're all ( Read more... )

i know valentines day is a while away yet...and i know it is the corniest holiday ever...but im ridiculously happy. im happy because i have found someone who is worth spending that special day with. i love you sean!

well well well....here i am. supposed to be at lunch, but i dont have money so im here. you know, it's sad that i just got paid on friday, and now am totally broke. i gave my last $20 to sean.....and i spent my last $4 on golds.....oh what, oh what will i do until next payday? i dont know ( Read more... )

hey hey kiddies! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!*breath*AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

uh-oh, private journal entry!!! for my eyes only...

well im in the library at school back from my great weekend. gotta run. byes.

hey hey hey people! hows it goin? well only one day till my misery is over, cause raff comes back from italy tomorrow!im ecstatic! well gotta go work on my learning log for the goddamned research paper! byes

so, i am in school right now, in the library...you might be thinking: "hey i saw her at 'a' lunch, but how is she writing?" very simple. i was in physics, and cayla asked me what we were doing, then she said, "screw this, i dont want to do it, then i was like "i'll explain it to you better in a minute." then mrs. dobak interjects and says "Jill, ( Read more... )

im in 3rd pd right now, mike is sitting next to me. he is cooool. i miss raff. im sad because my squishee (my hampster) died last night. i was crying something feirce. then i started work yesterday at Jerry's subs and pizza. i must have made about 100 pizzas, and washed 250 trays. did you know that Da Vinci, one of the most popular artists ever, ( Read more... )