well, here i am at the GLORIOUS chinn park library again because my mom is too cheap to buy the internet back. im listening to my theme song "jesus of suburbia" cause that is in fact what i am. i am a martyr sent here to die for you. and you like it like that dont you....you dirty little live journal! so any who, me and raffy have been goin out for ( Read more... )

why is every one having their "falling outs" with me? first this chick that i just met, Erin, accuses me of talking shit about her to her boyfriend over the internet....well idk how smart she thinks she is, but i DONT EVEN HAVE THE INTERNET! how am i online updating right now you ask? im at raff's house waiting for him to come back from work. ( Read more... )

We're living in repetition ( Read more... )

i'm in school right now, 6th pd...im feeling fabulous cause it's friday. im goin to (hopefully) see "rocky horror picture show" tonight, or go see raff...then tomorrow, im goin to the mall and we're gonna see "resident evil: apocolypse"...IM EXCITED!!!! i want to see raff sooooo bad right now, but oh well...:( i hope he knows how much i absolutly ( Read more... )

today is my birthday...im at raff's. i love raff! byes!

remember that show...it was fan-friggin-tastic! welp, in a week i will be in pennsylvania with my grandparents. a week until my birthday too...it's depressing to know that only about 3 people are getting me a birthday gift, and actually want to see me. well, im seeing "NAPOLEON DINOMITE" tomorrow! ( Read more... )

so HI!!!! im fine... soo tired....im sick of being at my house, so im at andy and pat's house. im about to go home and go to the mall with my mom to get b-day presents for kiki, raff, and pat. im excited cause on tuesday, i get to be home all alone.... I GOT BLISTERS ON ME FINGERS!!!!(think family guy....or helter skelter) me, my mom, and my lovely ( Read more... )

haha just kidding, nothing could be more wrong. well yeahim at pat's house, im spending the night here cause im too lazy to walk the whole 2 miles to my house....also, it's midnight + 18 minutes!!!soo yeah. i hate being taken advantage of, it sucks big time because you feel guilted into it, and then, after all is said and done, you feel extreamly ( Read more... )

why the fuck is everyone against me? why am i even fighting the fucking darkness that is consuming my god-forsaken life. out of the only people who actually give a damn, one of them is moving, the other one lives far away, and only one will still be here at the end of this month. everyone one says they care, says they love me, then BAM! it hits ( Read more... )

hi everyone! i havent updated in a long loong time! so, anywho. nothing really interesting has happened lately. im bored. my dad's mom had a heartattack and he'strying to make me feel guilty about it, which is bull shit cause the bitch hates me any way. so yeah. im gonna go byes