I've been feeling detached and extra angry lately. I also feel like I've been hearing too much gossip- so that's it. I asked people to stop telling me things, and I'm discontinueing my LJ. I am too curious. I can't just ahve a journal and not read other people's ( Read more... )

eric took moni and me home. we smoked on the way. I was supposed to write this fucking paper, but I'm not motivated and I want a nap. I came home and ate penutbutter and jelly, and some ice cream. then my mom came home from food shopping and I ate a viggie corn dog. Now i feel gross. the corn dog was gross, idk why i continued to eat it- or ( Read more... )

Shane came home today. he got me a giant card; it's really cute. I'm so happy he's home, I missed him. It feels weird though. the whole past week feels weird... idk i cant explain it, im confused ( Read more... )

today was insane. our plans didn't work out as well as we'd hoped, but I did get some good things out of it, and we learned a lot. All in all, I had a pretty good time and there is a special suprize waiting for shane. I hope it makes him smile. I love him more than anything ( Read more... )

im going to vomit.
last night was insane.

im going to vomit. again.

I'm insane.

and I miss shane.

I'm hungry. We haven't eaten yet. i hope chelsea comes over later. I'm bored and I still haven't written that paper. I'll do it on sunday- if I have to work Ill just call out. Hopefully chelsea gives me an aderol for sunday- but come to think of it, if she gives it to me tomorrow at work, I'll probably do it there. work is going to suck ( Read more... )

I fucking hate it here.
it's thanksgiving in this blistering heat.

I wish I was at stacey's in NJ, doing the turkey trot- in the cold.

I really fucking hate it here.
I hate turkey.
I only love shane, and he's gone.

*sigh
im bored, and hot, and I still haven't written that stupid paper.

Shane left for California today. I missed him before he was gone. Now I feel lonely and sad ( Read more... )

I'm contemplating discontinuing my livejournal. The only reason I haven't is its nice to mess with when I'm bored. Really though, my reasons for making a journal, and what I wanted out of it first place were quite different than what it's turned out to be ( Read more... )