man is pig ( Read more... )

tie me up with tender strings of every warm gesture we shared,
it was a charade, a gas, at my face, choked out in the storm,
look towards that light glowing outward from your day-glo eyes
my face is shamed in your light, cannot close in on myself,
close my eye, get those staples quick, the sutures failed.

and we have lost another few hours, on my ( Read more... )

it is official.  i need to be strapped down and forced to sleep.  and you might as well feed me if you get the chance, lord knows i haven't got the time.

 thank goodness there are ideas.  little turns inside your mind.  like the pebbles displaced by my feet below.  within each thought, a step, a hope, a glance to what could be.  what was once magic, now is just fact.  lose the idea and the light of reality is shown.  to think is to dream.  to love the idea, to love the dream; is to love the ( Read more... )

i hate the telephone.  i also don't like doctors, they are liars.  i enjoy books.  those pulped trees sure are good for an escape.  it was one year ago yesterday, that i was forced to realize that love has limits.  things end, friends become strangers.  all one will ever truly posses is their own body.  how i treat it so.

phew, for a  minute there, i lost myself, i lost myself, i lost....

 this frustration i've been feeling for who knows how long now (months? a year?) is really getting annoying.  though i'm not sure annoying is the right word, actually it is much worse than annoying.  i stayed up until 9:30 this morning i guess sulking, but that's not even right.  i don't know what i was doing, or what i am about to do for that ( Read more... )

All at once

Every pair of eyes in the world

Gazed upward in awe

As the sky cracked open

And gave way to the abyss of the heavens above

And in that single instant

Every human voice cried out

“Dear God, please save me.”

And God smiled down upon all of his children

And said, “I did save you. I gave you paradise.

This is it. Paradise. Don’ ( Read more... )

 where have i been ( Read more... )

what is it in us that makes us put so much faith in others and so little in ourselves ( Read more... )