well it happened again. but no one knows. i can take care of it without the docs.

shawn keirnan died. that's scary.

so let me fall out of the window, with confetti in my hair
deal out jacks or better on a blanket by the stairs
i tell you all my secrects, but i lie about my past
so send me off to bed forever more
so send me off to bed forever more
send me off to bed forever more

i think everyone knows by now that i am crazy. so why do i still feel the need to alienate everybody with my strangeness? it doesn't seem to matter how many things a smash or how many times people have to flee, i still cannot control myself. how do i keep dodging the police? how is anything possible anymore except to just keep going insane.

man i got messed up last night. i have no clue whether or not i got in a fist fight. i have all these bruises and scrapes and a twisted ankle. my memeory is so shotty i have no clue what happened. even my throat is all fucked up ( Read more... )

those damn piano movers! they don't even answer. oh well, it's not like i know how to play piano so not having one really doesn't matter, correct ( Read more... )

should i move out? go road tirpping or move in with paul? i need some direction here

some one that come and they say these things....they say....you're no good....you haven't what i have...you are dumb and made youself lose your hand and eye......you are what cost yourself you silly fob!

it's so strange how sometimes good things happen out of nowhere. i just had a wonderful day.

Hmmm...
You scored 70% Cold and 61% Level-Headed! You can kill a man, but don't hide the fact that you're ending a life from yourself. Look at the reality of that situation.
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