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i have an update... just not ready to post it... someones gotta read it first then i will post

well is this how its supposed to feel? i started dating someone last week... and she cheats on me infront of my face, treats me like im not really there when other people are around, and i have to do what she says.... i dont get it... when we are alone all she wants to do is kiss me and cuddle me and tell me how sweet i am to her but she cant ( Read more... )

my head tears at me like im a piece of tissue paper... i have so many things going on i dont wanna deal with so many things that i need to accomplish... so many things i want answered... i dont know where to turn i dont know which direction to run... my life is an ever changing labryinth that i will never solve... i need to be saved

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my life is like a pitch black cave i cant even see my hand if i held it anywhere near my face... i cant get out... when i hear a sound i travel towards it till i cant move or bump into a wall and it goes away... im so alone in this darkness i cant scream cuz it wouldnt help anything no one would hear me... i seek a way out... i panic... then it ( Read more... )

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fuck this world... i hate it i hate it i hate it i HATE it!. everytime something good u think happens like... get a good job... it puts u in a good mood... u cant be happy so some supreme being does something to make u sad pissed off or freak out. i dint even get to leave the drive way b4 i did my damage on todays society that i o so planned on... ( Read more... )