wow...its been 3 years without a post....sweeeeeeeet

Yeah tonight at work sucked....I was trying to clean one of the bars and i dropped a piece in an area that is extremely hard to get things out of, and I just snapped. All the things bugging me just started flying into my head. I almost went off on some asshole cops that obviously don't know how to use their fucking brains. I need to just go for a ( Read more... )

I'm tired of all the damn mind games and shit. If any girls actually like me...don't be afraid to actually tell me...unless you tell me straight out "I like you" i'm taking it as your only a friend and wont be anything more.

I've realized tonight how much I actually miss drinking 151. Some of you might say things like "your fucking crazy" or "Are you trying to kill yourself? you can run a car off that shit!". My answer is simple. I started off drinking with 151, after that everything I drink tasted like water, until i stopped drinking for a while. When I drink 151 I ( Read more... )

I am so lost, I have no clue what to do. All I need to move forward in life and that means I need to work on a promotion so I can finally get out of Deaborn Starbucks. Its not thats its a bad place to work, truthfully i'll probably miss it all the time when I work somewhere else, but if I stay there, I wont be able to move ahead in life. I promised ( Read more... )

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What is love? In the past year or two i've seen the good and the bad side of it. I've seen the crazy things it can do to someone first hand and the wondrous things that can come from it. I've fallen in love with someone, and I know that no matter what, nothing will happen between us. I wont stop loving her, but I wont let myself date her unless i'm ( Read more... )

Yeah a lot has gone on since I last posted on here. Some good, some bad, but hey, its life. My grandma was is in the hospital again :0( Lets just say there is a chance she might die soon. Hopefully not too soon. Work is going alright, finally a shift manager and all, trying to get myself set up for getting promoted again, being at the store level ( Read more... )

Yeah I havn't wrote on this thing in a while....Things basically suck...a lot. Things hardly seem to go in a possitive way for me. People think that I'd be a horrible actor....but the truth is...i'm a pretty damn good one. Everyday I act as if things are perfectly fine when they are eating away at my soul. There are only a small group of people ( Read more... )

Many people search their whole life to find true happiness. In most cases people look towards love as a way to find this happiness, and some do find happiness. This is how I've realized where I find happiness as well. Not in finding the one I love and being with them, but in bringing happiness to the one I love, no matter how much pain I endure to ( Read more... )