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[thecorpse]

i dont know why but today i kinda feel like crap.everything has been crazy since my dad died.ive wanted to cry lately.ive been thinking about him.i talked to his brother yesterday and was about to burst.hes such a nice guy and he says my dad was a really amazing person.it sucks not to have known him.sometimes i feel like i could have done more to

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[newoikken]

hey bean. i know i don't know you that well, but i just wanted to say that i do care about you and that i'm sorry and if you need to talk to someone, you can talk to me. my father died of a heart attack when i was 18. we were in the middle of an intense argument... family relations can get really fucked up, but when it comes down to it, the capacity for love that you have for each other, whether expressed or not, is all that really matters.
take care and call if you need to 480-1515, i don't care what time it is (i don't sleep).
selena

[pnkqueenie]

Micheal Bean, I did not know your dad died. I don't know when it happened. But IM sorry and I hope you can grasp some peace. I was in Santa Rosa the other day and I stopped by the house we use to live in, but no one was there. I know you don't live there anymore but it would of been nice to see you. Anyways I hope you feel better. :)

[___________meow]

we should talk sometime.