HELLO 2009 ( Read more... )

life's been getting better, slowly. After christmas im going to ny with my sister for 11days and i cannot wait. Its going to be snowing and everything, hopefully it will be a lovely experience :) and then starting the end of january i will be a full time student and hopefully getting my shit together finally. This whole past thing is just killing ( Read more... )

My mistake was letting you go. It was believing I needed something more than what I already had. I was trying to find a love that in my mind seemed perfect and real, a love that was unconditional, a love I had all along, a love that my memory won't let go of. I run through thoughts of the many nights when we were without heat and neither of us ( Read more... )

i am sooo glad he is out of my life &/ i am finally happpy!
all he did was ruin everything, now its time for me to put back the pieces
and make something out of my life, instead of wasting it away.
wow, i feel so much better. i realized how much i do NOT need him!
feels great, i cant even explain.

plus i like someone ekkk.
hes so cute.

man i thought life would get better but it just got worst as days went by ( Read more... )

my life is ruined.
nothing i can do or say to make anything better.
i live in so much fucking regret.
why did i do this to myself!!!!!!! :{

happy 2008 everybody, my newyear couldn't of been any better! i loved it. :]
things to look forward too
graduating
LEGAL!
skydiving
traveling
school
getting my license
quitting smoking
moving out [maybe]
this is gonna be a good fucking year


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i wish i could explain how i feel inside right now ( Read more... )

so this weekend was epic, i went to nocturnal wonderland in downtown la! It was a blast i loved the people i was with and i just got good vibes from everyone and everything. I threw up though cause i was sooooo fucked up but afterwards i felt much better :] I love going to raves when you dont go alot @ all, its just something to look forward too ( Read more... )

blahh, so school started i was bummed summer was over, but this is my last year and im going to try and do my best so i can graduate early.. i just want to go travel. i cant wait to see all the beautiful things out in this world. other than that, i got a PUPPPY! right when i setted my eyes on this dog i fell inlove, shes the most amazing thing ever ( Read more... )