Sometimes I have this horribley ridiculous and irrational fear that they will meet someone much more intelligent - like, a really accomplished scientist who does uber interesting research or something and who flatters them by telling them what a wonderful scientist they are (because it doesn't really mean all that much coming from me...) at one of ( Read more... )

This feels like the only safe place to put things because it's not very connected to me at present and no one really reads it anyways. I just have to get all the uncertainties out of my head before they destroy me. I am seriously considering quitting grad school because, long-story-short, my advisor is a dick and I think I can do better. I'm not ( Read more... )

So. I havent been around here in a while. Because now I use tumblr. I also have a lot less free time this semester. @___ ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

Disclaimer: I have had at least three long islands before writing this post. Granted, I don't think they've affected me as much as they probably could/should have but, fyi ( Read more... )

So life. Has been stressful lately. I have so many things due in the next 2.5 weeks before Thanksgiving, it isn't even funny. 3 exams, 2 paper drafts, a bunch of quizzes and write ups... I know I am probably being a baby about it all. But I just haven't tried this hard in school in a long time. And it feels good because I really am doing well, for ( Read more... )

Today was not what I expected and that made me sad. Also, my rat died and it was definitely my fault... I didn't give them enough water. I thought they would be fine because they always are. But it was too hot ='/ I just feel horrible and sad and I can't believe I fucked up like that. I love my rats ( Read more... )

So. It is the end of the summer and in exactly one week I will be moved back to the house in RI. I am very excited. But also blown away... where the hell did summer go?! The leaves are already starting to change around here! And I still vividly remember the last week of school, moving out, taking summer classes, etc. So crazy ( Read more... )

Just spent the past week in PA. Got back today after getting stoned outta my mind, sleeping for about 3-4 hours, driving for about 10, and working for another 5. I was also 2 hrs late for my shift HA! But it was all well worth it because this week was nothin' but fun ( Read more... )

I am infatuated. Slightly attached. Way more so than I expected to be. It is scary and exciting and crazy and unexpected. Mostly it is exciting and makes me happy and giddy. Stupidly so. I walk around with this big stupid grin on my face the majority of the time. Granted, I'm usually a happy/smiley person, but you know what I mean. Sometimes it ( Read more... )