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Short, but it feels good to write again
Used to be
I used to be shy
And dare to deny
My life was a whole lie
All I could do was cry
I used to be such a fool
In believing that you could be cool
In the end you’re all the same
Playing the same game
I opened myself to you
And share the last piece of heart left
Now I have nothing, you expert in heart theft
In the end, I’ll simply forget ( Read more... ) -
Back again.
Ok I haven't been here for a long time but I'm coming back. It's so complicated and long to explain but basically always the same story about a stupid shitty race on this planet: the male race. Hell yeah they are so good in being assholes. So I got inspired again despite my lack of writing lately. I got inspire and I hope you'll like it. It's dark ( Read more... ) -
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So yes, people say leave the past in the past but guess what ? It is probably one of the hardest things to do. So yeah these past 2 years I have been here on a very irregular basis. But who cares? I have been through a lot and different things at the same time. Good and bad. When I created this blog I was really down. Not as down as I once used to ( Read more... ) -
Enough.
It will never be enough. Nothing will ever be enough.
I'll never be pretty enough. I'll never be skinny enough. I'll never satisfy myself enough.
Negative terms. Pessimism. What the fuck, seriously? What's wrong with this wrecked society? How far are we going?
There's nothing to do. Self-satisfaction is not a word in my dictionary. I'll never be ( Read more... ) -
Looking back..
Ok then. Wtf happened ? I haven't posted here for so long that I don't believe it myself. I guess my life changed a bit. Well it has changed way too much. Only working, I feel like having no life. During last summer, I've been to the USA in San Francisco, which was an amazing experience. With my parents, I went to south of France. Anyway, since ( Read more... ) -
Oh, dear.
Hello back there. Merry christmas, happy new year and all the shit ! I think I've already told you that life's unpredictable, right ? I guess at that moment it was in a negative context. Well, today it is in a positive context. It's amazing how little things can change lives. Do you even remember my first posts? I assume I was in a really bad ( Read more... ) -
I'm so sorry but I can't go back. Please come back again to me, don't be scared.
He he he he hey what's up? I should feel great and stuff but I don't really... My mind gets confused again as usual... I can't stop thinking of that story that fucks my mind up. Now, I feel like I've done something wrong... Well I actually did. But not a big deal now that he is supposed to realize. And anyway, as sorry as I can be, I can't go in ( Read more... ) -
I'd like to go and show you more precisely, But if only you knew that it's not so easy...
Things are supposed to get better. Will I have the possibility once in my life for same feelings with someone? Maybe but no one is sure of anything. The only thing I'm sure of is that I'm fucking too shy and this will have some fucking hard consequences to the development of my shitty life hell yeah. I don't know what to do. Well, I actually do but ( Read more... ) -
Forget all the reasons why it won't work and believe the one reason why it will.
Hello guys again :) Okay, it's just amazing how things can change in a month. I said I didn't like my school, right ? Actually I keep that argument but damn, I fucking love my fucking amazing class hell yeah ! Yeah, as you know sometimes you only need ONE thing to change everything you feel. That one thing is often... I let you guess... IT'S CALLED ( Read more... ) -
Fuck yeah. You make me laugh.
Hello everybody. Maybe I'm just talking to myself but anyway, doesn't really matter, I'll imagine someone's reading what I write :P So, I haven't been here for a while yep. I've been writing fictions and working a lot but today I got a little bit of time so I'll try give you some news of mine. I hate my school, we don't do anything fun, I wish I ( Read more... )