brillance is a very funny thing. but you'd never call yourself a genius. stupid verses in your mind that you blindly scribble down are always the best aren't they? Fruity Loops. and your hands fly across the keys in the melody you wrote for me. or maybe you wrote it just to be silly. either way you were my first inspiration. and you want to throw ( Read more... )

I want you to know ( Read more... )

so I'm sitting here waiting for my mom to get back or for david to wake up. a few minutes ago eric was trying to have a music war with me because he was playing stupid rap music from the basement so I turned up first to last really loud and kicked his ass haha ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder what happens to the days ( Read more... )

I stared at this blank page for a while trying to think of something to write about. Today was yet another hectic monday. David's demo is really impressive although I always knew it would be. Saturday night was alot of fun. After CHS's crazy orgy homecoming dance, Brittney and I mostly drove around getting lost (trying to find ryan's apartment and ( Read more... )

I really wish someone had warned me life would be this confusing. "and we all know who we should love but we're never certain how". I listened to the weakerthans today on my way to SAT class. they always cheer me up. or at least remind me of good things. I feel like it's a contest now. of strength. how fake can you be? how emotionally strong can u ( Read more... )

tonight was amazing. I can't even begin to explain it. I love cold weather because it makes you want to turn on the heat and turn up sublime. ahh! there's so much..and I can't think of anything that could have made it any more perfect. tonight just... owned. *blissful*

"whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am free again"

yay tomorrow is friday! taylor says I don't know what he's talking about because I could go to school naked. haha oh I <3 taylor. umm...well I don't really have anything to say and I'm bored with this thing so later playas ( Read more... )

I'm tired of dwelling on an emotion because I really don't want to solve it I just want to explore it. I'm tired holding my toungue and biting back my screams. I guess you get numb to certain things. Or you realize there's more to life than this. I guess it's hard to let go of the feeling of control and accept the fact that eventually everything ( Read more... )

I've spent my time lately being more sick than well, ignoring people I want to talk to, and sleeping. Music has almost taken a backseat to overwhelming school subjects. I don't have time to sort things out. I don't have time to figure out my feelings. So lately I've been acting on gut instinct which surprizingly has been working quite well ( Read more... )