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we're all trying to grasp on to something. for some its a career, for others a relationship.
me? i grasp on to love. and when theres none to hold on to i more often than not settle for lust.

its fucking sobering and awful to think about how every struggle i face is related ( Read more... )

im heading to raleigh, NC in a few hours. im gonna hang with chris carraway for a few days, and then head to asheville ( Read more... )

so im in the studio right now, and so is futurecut, the UK production team that did the Lily Allen - Smile song. and in an hour, The Virgins, a band signed to Atlantic, is coming in to join them ( Read more... )

funny story ( Read more... )

last night handjob, chris's cat, appeared at my windowsill several times, meowing after playing on the roof for awhile. no one really knows how he gets out there, but he seems to like to come back in through my place. i dont mind though, i have a feeling that im going to have a be a good friend to that cat, and im perfectly okay with that. less ( Read more... )

im in the middle of spending my third night at the new loft. its sortof like camping in that we're all sleeping in the living room, especially with jack and i sharing late night stories with eachother talking about girls and being cool like we were 14 again ( Read more... )

two cats are asleep on my bed and i have a new friend coming over to watch movies.

still bummed about m, more than i'll let on im sure, but life is pretty okay.