I had a weird moment at work on Saturday that I wanted to mention. I was shadowing a cashier named Margie at work so I can see how to cashier but not on my own totally ( Read more... )

I got a job! I got a job! I got a job, Hey! Hey! Hey! HEY ( Read more... )

I had the weirdest dream last night. I had a dream that Alita won a trip to Japan through the mail and she invited me to go with her. What was weird was that Alita in my dream said,"That's weird... I didn't enter any contest..."
Yeah...
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Woo.. Today was interesting ( Read more... )

I changed the page around a bit and got a different icon. I'm in a Sailor Mars mood... Burning Mandela to you too.

Ever feel that you’re dying slowly. So slowly that no one notices? Well except for you of course… I’m so depressed it’s sad. I can’t talk to anyone because no one is listening. My mom won’t or can’t. She just keeps telling me about her problems. She won’t let me talk about my fears and worries. So they keep bottling up ‘til I feel like a shaken up ( Read more... )

I'm tired and quite depressed. I'm also going to write what I feel and not be flamed as this is my journal and a place where I go to express myself. I write how I feel so I don't bottle it all up and explode. Since no one calls me anymore besides Tara. I have my journal and Tara to talk to, also my mother sometimes. But sometimes what I write is ( Read more... )

***spell your first name backwards: Idnar ( Read more... )

Disorder

I feel disorder when I close my eyes.
I feel disorder when I try to sleep.
Disorder plagues my mind
Sometimes even making me weep.

I feel stressed.
I feel off.
I feel lonely.
I feel wrong.

It’ll all be better someday they all say
But a voice inside says that’s not ok.
I can’t wait for this unknown date.
I just feel a mounting hate.

A hate for myself ( Read more... )

That's all I have to say ( Read more... )