i think you're beautiful. i'm too scared to tell you this in person. even though you won't ever feel the same way about me as i do toward you, it's okay. i'm just glad that i can truly care this much about somebody.

at work the other day, i helped a man pick out flowers for a garden he is building with his wife. his wife was not there to help him though, because she is terminally ill with cancer. this man seemed so collected, and so focused on what he was doing in the store with me, and for some reason i felt like i was having a harder time keeping my feelings ( Read more... )

i think i can get back into being a romantic.

babes and mustaches.

wow. i miss this thing a ton. i could follow a lot of my life through these entries. it's weird that i don't post in this every day anymore.

a lot has happened in my life, and it will continue to. maybe i'll put something special in here soon.

i'm single. this is me being single. i can do this. i don't want to jump into a relationship. don't jump into a relationship. just because a girl is pretty does not mean she will be good to you. just because you know you can make someone feel better about themselves, doesn't mean they deserve that. just because a girl laughs at your dad jokes, ( Read more... )

i've decided that i'm going to write a livejournal entry in the grand ol' tradition of the ones i wrote throughout the years. one that is in the style of any typical mackenzie entry ( Read more... )

oh, livejournal.

here's one of those entries where i say how i met a girl.

smitten.

i shouldn't rush to this conclusion...but i think i might be the happiest i've been all year. caitlin came over and i showed her what i discovered in plattsburgh in my lonesome travels yesterday. i being completely disconnected from a life of missing people who are in actuality nothing like the people i used to care about is finally allowing me to ( Read more... )

i miss everything that doesn't exist.