After considering how much we take things for granted I wanted to thank some people that have truly impacted my life.  I wouldn't be who I am without the people I'll address, and even those that are not mentioned.  Everyone has made a difference in the way I live my life and the way I chose to act.  I am very grateful for the experiences I have had ( Read more... )

It's funny how writing in this journal used to be so normal for me. 
I think recently I have found other places to release my stress.  I'm not sure if it's working, but it's keeping me occupied.

The holiday season was incredibly hard for me.
Being alone for it was definatly no fun but when Moulder passed away I was useless for a good few days.
That may ( Read more... )

This journal is not asking for a pity party.  I don't even expect I have any kind of readers.  This is the place I come to get out all of my hurt feelings.  I could include, and I usually do include my good feelings too.  But recently I've had a lot to write about dealing with how my feelings have been hurt.  I'm a girl, I know that happens easily ( Read more... )

Moulder has cancer.
Lymphoma to be exact.
It seems pretty bad if you ask me.  Sometimes it seems like he can barely breath.
They want to put him to sleep soon.
My best friend of 9 years... they want to end his misery.
but I don't think I can handel that.  
I love my puppy.

I'm not sure where life will take me.  I'm sure, in a social aspect, I'm simply ( Read more... )

Hi. It has been far to long ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: July 23
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I only update when I have something to say about a certain someone.  
And it's been a while for an update, but he's been around.

I guess that's all I have to say about that.. things really are just blah with it.

I don't even have the words right now to say anything else.
Goodnight.

It seems like every day my life is different. And I'm pretty sure I don't like it.
It depends on who I'm around.

The thrill of being late is one of a kind
when I'm having a blast
making fun of drunks.

The thrill of a date
is always fun
when we don't fight.

Giggling and being way to energetic
from all the coffee
is probably my favorite
time of all.

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Well of course since I haven't updated in weeks I have a reason. 
Things are changing.. we are graduating in a few days... life is crazy. 
But I wouldn't want it any other way!!

I lost this really pretty ring i bought a few weeks ago about the same time I lost feelings for a certain someone. 
Well, last week I found that ring along with finding out ( Read more... )

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