Holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit.

I am going to be driving across the country in a week.

Holy shit.

I am moving to San Francisco.

In a month.

I got an amazing job at the Rapha Cycle Club.  A 3 month long pop-up shop with high end cycling apparel and a cafe.

This is all happening so fast.  Wow wow wow wow wow.

Holy fucking shit.

This journal has been an epic mess of men/relationship/stupid bullshit problems lately.....So I figure I should actually update on my real life again ( Read more... )

That moment when you realize that he never felt the same way you did.

Decided to turn this journal into a dating diary of sorts.

I have too many amazing stories lately to keep to myself.

Being single is way too much fun.  I will never want to have a relationship if this keeps up!

holy shit ( Read more... )

Dear Drunk Emily-

Please stop making stupid stupid mistakes.

It is never ever ever ever worth it.

This town is too small.

<3  Sober Emily

 Between my work family, my friend family, and my biological family, I feel like a very lucky girl.

I am seriously super happy with most everything in my life right now.

When I start feeling sorry for myself I look around and count my fucking blessings.  I am so so so so so so so so lucky.

I'm on the corner, waiting for a light to come on,
That's when I know that you're alone
It's cold in the desert, water never sees the ground
Special unspoken without sound

You told me you loved me, that I'd never die alone
Hand over your heart, let's go home
Everyone noticed, everyone has seen the signs
I've always been known to cross lines

I've never ever ( Read more... )

blow off the nice ones.....because they "are trying way too hard"....

and just fall for the assholes.

classic emily