...you'll reap the harvest you have sown. i've started to notice how i spend a lot of my time just not thinking, period. i just like sitting outside and watching my dogs lead their simple lives of chewing and chasing spectres. however, i have been thinking about my future, that is, the pursuit of my future, how bad i want it. my mom asked me the ( Read more... )

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amazing are the results produced when mixing pink floyd, stimulants, and hallucinates. teh coffee is really good tonight. i'm not even going to try even going back and correcting any out of proximity spelling "errors". i'm listening to Dogs from Pink Floyd and i kno why they used the armada of amazing sound cutlery technology. i feel like i'm ( Read more... )

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..that's the locale of my meticulous CISCO I lab work. of course i'm not up to speed on where i should be and where i actually am in my CISCO labs, i've been bullshittin' the class since day 1. big deal, i can make three different kinds of cable and test the shit out of them with about eleven different tests according to TIA/EIA standards. that is ( Read more... )

it's friday now and Kayla's funeral service was three days ago, tuesday. i arrived somewhat late but i was thankful to have a ride at all, i think i had upset some particular persons prior to the service so i had to scramble for some wheels. i get there finally and everyone is already in deep remembrance of Kayla. aside from being in strange ( Read more... )

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Kayla was so beautiful. i had never seen such a smile. for a year or so i was so close to her she felt like a sister to me. she was always getting sick and her computer was always having some sort of issue. i have one particular memory of her, amongst the many, that stands out to me the most. the year was 8th grade for me, the place was adam ( Read more... )