so this summer has gone by really fast ( Read more... )

i feel like im missing something.
i dont know what it is.
i dont know how to get it, because i've never had it before.
i feel like im lost , and no one is listening.
i go on day by day, my stupid self making mistakes over and over and its getting me knowhere.
i want someone in my life.
someone to help me.
..i just dont know who that is

what can i say ( Read more... )

the past two days have been some of the hardest days of my life.i cant stop crying and i cant stop wanting to just wake up from all of this.. im ready to wakeup from this bad dream.. i know i have to move on though .. "smile, open your eyes, love and go on"

where do i start. what do i say. im speechless for the first time in my life. one of my bestfriends is gone and i really cant get it through my head.he changed my life. i loved him to death.so many thought are running through my head right now . my eyes feel like hot sauce is getting poured into them from rubbing them non stop. ive only gotten 3 ( Read more... )

oh the mistakes i make.
i laugh at myself in the morning.

whatever.shit happens.im retarded.

whats new?

its almost break and i think im having a heart attach ( Read more... )

um. its 5:30 in the morning
FUCK SCHOOOOOOOOOOL.
eff thisss.

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so last night was fun :]