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To Cut the Blade Straight In...
I have not updated in months, literally. I am amazed. There is so much that I want to say and talk about it. I saw Kate Bornstein today. It was absolutely incredible hearing that beautiful individual speak. The compassion that Bornstein showed me after I divulged a short piece of myself was too much for me to really even deal with. I guess because ( Read more... ) -
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nothing happens and that is pretty much boring. i do not like feeling all out of sorts, bored, and plain old unproductive. i want to do something meaningful and great. i want to do all that i want to do. i want to change. i want to be moved. i want to have talent. i want i want i want. i do not want to have work tomorrow. boy oh boy... staples is ( Read more... ) -
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I am very tired. I feel lonelier now than I have... I guess that is due to my mum and John being on vacation. The house is empty. It is weird. I hide in the basement like some sort of hermit. I am too tired to know anything that is happening. Sleep time now.
I still do not feel all that great... jwq LWDFVN HVTALKNlkag Yea. -
The Con
I'm capsized, erring on the edge of safe.
Nobody likes to, but I really like to cry.
Nobody likes me (maybe) if I cry.
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College
I am all moved in and ready to go. I am really excited for classes to start! I feel weird being such a night owl because I cannot sleep at the moment, but Allie has been out for awhile. Ah well. I love love. I have love all over my desk. I miss Colleen terribly. I am going crazy. I can't wait to see her again. I love her so much. Today I got to ( Read more... ) -
"You have nothing to say and no way to say it."
I'm not smart enough. I won't amount to much of anything because I have nothing to offer. I do not have a talent. I am not smart enough to change anything. I don't have big ideas. I don't know how I feel on much of anything. I don't like that people think I am smart. I cannot keep up in conversations; I don't do anything enough. Why do people think ( Read more... ) -
The way she looks at me.
This is a secret journal. This journal is seen by two people- those people are myself and my beautiful and loving, sweet and caring, perfect and irreplacable girlfriend, Colleen. In this journal I frequently write things directed to her because I get embarrassed about saying things in front of her or I want her to know how certain things make me ( Read more... ) -
AIM
stalesnuffles (2:38:28 AM): I'll be yours ( Read more... )
