ive never been so unhealthy as i am now. i need to start changing my habits now before i get stuck with them. if im not really into exercising then i at least need to get good sleep and eat right.

and if you see me post any time after midnight, then yell at me because i should be either in bed, or winding down from my day. im fat and feel like crap ( Read more... )

this is the earliest ive been up in a long time. alex and steven are tiling my parents bathroom finally. im really excited because it will look soo much better than concrete. hopefully alex will come back some other day to do my bathroom. i took nyquil the past couple nights and it helps me sleep really well, but when i wake up in the morning i ( Read more... )

im not going to change for anyone. ive been this way for as long as i can remember. im quite, and hate speaking my mind to people i dont really know, i avoid confrontation, but i thrive on getting into fights with the people that matter most. i like being right, its hard for me not to be. i will argue with someone who thinks im wrong until im blue ( Read more... )

so if my mom and steven talk about how hed better stop spoiling me now or hell be in trouble. then i should stop cleaning up after his messy ass before i have to do it for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

so i care that steven thinks HUGE gauged ears on girls is unattractive, but im not going to let it stop me, hell love me still and just get used to them. and im fat as ever but i worked off mcdonalds i ate today doing it with steven so.... its goddamn late, all i know is that tomorrow im going to pop a couple niquil and its lights the fuck out. bye

so matts got another girlfriend, noone bothers to call us anymore, weve got other friends now too, its what happens when people stop calling. true colors shine and most of the time its a shade of shit brown. and you wonder why we never call anymore either. im not speaking for the both of us really, i guess just me. but what do you expect? its ( Read more... )

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had a nice conversation with yuki again, felt like i was back in ap art laughing about nothing because art can be a really boring class. good times, i think he said hed stop by and bring casablanca because ive never seen it.

ok 50 first dates has some really good lines in it, i freaking love this movie.

so i was thinking that its been a year and almost a month since my car accident. and i really miss the Rally Car a lot and wish that i still had it.


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i think for the first time in a long time i really have nothing to say. to me, that means life is ok. i guess i could tell you that i went to the mall with a bunch of sweaty boys....yea nevermind.