my hands feel as though they are freezing off. Im just gonna say i feel great about my life and the direction is heading. Im GOING to get a scholorship! Im GOING to have a wonderful, loving relationship, and im GOING to be a happy person. Nothing will stop me from getting what i want or who i want to be with.

Be always faithful to yourself!-

Well today is the weirdest I've ever felt. My life could go one way or the other. Will we stay together forever and have a beautiful life? Or will this just be another chapter in my life in finding my life. A building block to happiness? Who knows and as the old saying goes, that i truely depise, only time will tell. But time is so long when your ( Read more... )

im ill

Shorty wanna thug? No but she wants to be free with Jason. Lets think ( Read more... )

I write this. I seriously can not breath another breath. Blink another eye. Taste another bite. Or dream another dream. Without. You.

Well I suppose i can wait till tomorrow.

Im going to go do some lovely yoga then sleep, and tomorrow as soon as a wake I'm getting ready to spend the day (morning anways) with Jason!

Oh the sweet bliss of waiting to ( Read more... )

Im missing Jay tonite. Its hard to be without him but at the same time i just know next time it will be amazing next time i see him. Life is always sweet and sour like that. You love to be with someone so much yet you can never see them because one is being successful and will have a wonderful life. But what is the price to pay? What if im too busy ( Read more... )

are so sore they feel like falling off and it as if i cant even lift them at all! Lets just say i had a great day kick boxing and im hopping more people get on livejouranl. Then again i kinda like the prifacy. and knowing i can always trust myself with my thoughts.

First midterm tomorrow in illististor!  Should be no problem though! I studyied..

Well today started going out really well. I had a very postive attitude today. Starting out when I went to work.. I wanted gap cards and some fun times tonight. Then it all turned around. I was looking for a cute shirt for tonight and then boom mike rajda is in front of me with his girlfriend. I feel like my heart went through the floor. I ran to ( Read more... )

Last time I wrote in here i was down from winter. Now that it is a mere 10 degrees warmer i feel great. Im so excited for Valentines day and since its tomorrow for me and jay its only one day away! I really hope he loves what i got him, i know we can use it though...

<3 Meaggo

p/s HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

for the 2nd day in a row im bored  Maybe thats a good thing..maybe i should stop complaining. I just wanna go back to school and isn't that a dangerious thing to say. I need to learn to make my own fun and not relay on people. One would say entertain myself. I just feel lonley ( Read more... )