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True Blue Love
I've never been a person who's wanted to marry, or have a family. I always imagined it was just something about who I was that decided that. I never met a someone that I could say without a doubt I would stay committed to no matter what. I figured that is the nature of this world, love cannot exist in the way I remember. This is what I thought ( Read more... ) -
Imagine reason
I really should make use of this journal ( Read more... ) -
Speechless
Water spreads the small seed, and water kills the tall weed. -
(Untitled)
Well, I was going to write but...
What's the point? -
Anger, Misery.
The next time is the last time.
I mean it. -
Laceration
Well, Cam fights tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
fish
I feel like im in a place from which there is no escape. I've compromised my will and what I want for so long I dont know where I stand or who I am anymore. I thought I did it to give things a chance to change but they never did. Sitting in the dark alone can only go on for so long. This dilemma is undeniable. -
doom
There are times when I would like nothing more than to slay myself. Not because of sadness or an inability to cope with life and existence. Not because I feel like my life has no value. It is only because of the times I remind myself of that which I hate most. My own weakness disgusts me to an extent that I lust for my own death as redemption ( Read more... ) -
Lady Lilith.
Now these memories, fill my heart. -
drown into eternal twilight
well, lately...stranger than usual dreams, vivid memories. emotionally overwhelming sessions with ana when were alone. suffice to say it would be nice to feel her skin. lilith seems ecstatic. ive looked forward to her return for nearly 12 millenia now...i have nothing further to say on that ( Read more... )