no se que hacer.....tantas cosas estan pasando y aqui me encuentro.....tan lejos de mi familia....y me siento tan sola......tan triste.....en el tiempo que todo debe de estar bonito....y bueno...yo me encuentro en medio de tanta malicia y desastre....que dios me ayude en este tiempo porque no entiendo nada en estos tiempos....y no se que hacer ( Read more... )

not really a new years resolution......but i just would like to live my life in a different path than i did before......and i think......no.....i KNOW it is possible with the help and guidance of my loved ones......and most importantly God ( Read more... )

the beat goes on...................la dee da dee dahhhhhh..........the beat goes on..............i knew what i was doing...........nadie pero yo me puedo culpar...........nadie pero yo................

sigh..............

and so this is christmas.......and a happy new year.........blah blah blahhhh blah blahhhhh.......blah blah blah blahhhhhhh ( Read more... )

WHAT WAS I THINKING?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM A FUCKING AIRHEAD..........LOL.............

im here.......and its different.....i can feel it.....its the same.....but not really.......the same.....that....well.....thats hard to explain.....and.....different.....because......well.....its changed on so many levels.....and i seriously thank god for that.....i dont think it would have happened without this being what god wanted for me.....i ( Read more... )

prayer works.......im learning that.........and theres a plan for everyone......might not always be when you want it.......but it all falls into place..........

wow............this is freaking insane if i get this job..........wow.........im freaking speechless.......it would be sooooooooooooooo crazy.......im scared........seems things to be falling into place........and fitting wayyyyyyyyyyy too well...........just scary..........as my mother says.........im waiting for the other shoe to fall ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to write........am i excited she asked me.........i shrugged my shoulders and said........"meh"......inside.......i was doing cartwheels and somersaults...........

i dont know what to be feeling right now........excitement.......nervousness........scared.....i think they are all part of the mix......i just hope I dont get cold feet about this........i hope things work out well........i really really do.................