I don't like who I am on this journal.

I am really pessimistic, I whine a lot, and I want my journal to be more positive.

I would prefer my lj to be a place where I can just vent my thoughts in a healthy way and keep up with friends.

SO. I'm starting over.

my new LJ is 1_Last_Refrain

so friend me!

sometimes I forget how many things I have to be thankful for in my life.

I just ranted to two people about how much my life sucks--when it really is SO good compared to a lot of people.

I have great friends, and family, and CYT, and so many things I am lucky to have.

I think I need to start living differently.

first day of school ( Read more... )

I was about to leave for school when I looked at one of my pencils.

It was silver and said "Luke Perkins" on the side.

I must have stole it from him durring a show or something.

I think I'll use it today.

well I'm really late.

I'm in a weird mood.

I am dreading school so much.

hmm...

I'm happy I guess, but everything just doesn't feel right.

I like seeing Eliza a lot, and I wish I could see her more.

I better go finish reading...

go to www.redsox.com/fanfoto

then click on "Tue. September 6th vs LAA"

then go to Gallery 1 and look at the second picture.

Sam loves the Red Sox.

Sam loves David Ortiz.

Sam loves his friends.

Sam loves Eliza Gomez.

Sam loves being happy.

the end.

I just belted a b-flat when I usually have trouble singing Gs and As.

that felt good.

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so I finally got to see Eliza E and Louqueee.

and I saw the new CYT building for the first time.

good day.