this will probably be me crying again...typical...

[theditzyone]

...i dont even know how to start this one

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[sherry_]

My parents split up a long time ago...when I was in the 3rd grade or something like that.I remember them fighting all the time and i remember when I was little and I would have to listen to them and i understand where your coming from but at the same time I dont because I wasnt a teenager going threw high school and drifting from my friends and all that high school stress PLUS the stress and the frustration of my parents fighting and spliting up

[theditzyone]

wowo sherry thank u uve helped alot and made me feel alot better. ur a big sweety thank u sooo much.

[horseygurly591]

i kno i have no clue how u feel rite now, but 1 thing i do kno is dat u r so loved klee. i mean u go 2 school n look at all da friends u have, look how many ppl come up 2 u n just ask u if ur ok. they wouldnt do dat if they didnt care about u as much as they do. i kno im not goin newhere n im pretty sure neither is ne1 else, i will always b rite here, so im not a window please dont look thru me i dont kno if i can help but i can sure listen.
LUV YAZ!!!
MUAHZ!!!!
~Jess~

[theditzyone]

i know, its just like....i cant bring myself to tell anyone how i feel because then i feel guily and paranoid that they dont want to listen and that makes me feel evenworse than when i started. and honestly i dont like to tell, ide rather just be able to cry in some ones arms and them actually be concerned and not just doing it for me to stop me from crying. i guess what i want/need is kinda like a mother feeling person u know. someone to tell me that its ok or what to or to not do and all that stuff. iono im mixed up inside.

[horseygurly591]

thats the thing hun. NEVER feel guilty if u wanna tell me sum10, i say im here and i mean it. i wouldnt say it if i didnt. ya u do need a mother figure, and im sorry but i cant give dat 2 u only b/c im just 15, i may act like a mother sum days but im not. the 1 thing i can give u is a house, and a sholder 2 cry on if u need it. it sux 2 b mixed up inside and you know dat better then ne1, but please just dont give up we can all help u thru it.
MUAHZ!!
~Jess~

[theditzyone]

i know but i cant help it. i know i wasnt saying that were my mommy. thank u tho

[unwanted_tearz]

hunny...

if my name was god id take u away * i might rape u first but!* lol, you dont have to use your journal to vent, you can always call me, *burn image into your mind* my number is 321-258-5107 its NEVER off! let me stress that NEVER!!! okay, for your sister, where is she staying, it cant be too far away, you could always go visit her at johnson after school wait for her ya know, then if u want i can pick u up cause two blondes walking home doesnt work lol.

Hugs n Kisses ~Anna

[theditzyone]

lol thanks. that makes me feel better ^_^

[w3h0p3y0uch0k3]

Did you like...Move?

[w3h0p3y0uch0k3]

Sorry I just have no idea what is going on.

[theditzyone]

lol its ok ^_^

[theditzyone]

kinda....

[shanainai]

Hey, u know I luv u right? Well atleast I thought u did. Honestly I think If you were to die, I would die too. There are very few people that I can rely on and u are one of them. Its getting harder and harder to wake up in the morning I know. I trust u, which is saying alot because some times I dont even trust myself. I dont want you to leave. I would miss you way to much if god took you away. So please dont go. I will always be here for u, I will never leave u, so dont leave me.

[shanainai]

Why dont you miss me?

[theditzyone]

becuz ur one of the only ppl i havnt lost u cant miss what u havnt lost ^_^

[theditzyone]

aw nai nai >read while u were in the rom and hopes u dont look up< thank u so much. i dont know what to say to that but how much i thank u for that really...