Cursed

[thedk]

God this sucks!! if its not one thing its another. Life is funny in a way, especially when i listen to everyone's problems. I tell them mine, how people treat me....or not treat me if you like, and they take it the wrong way, like being ignored, neglected, un-appreciated for who I am to them, left out and hung to dry. I've lost count of the times i

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I'm so sorry...

[afraid_of_cake]

I'm really sorry for all ive done, Lee if u want me to leave you alone i will. I'll never contact you again... I really didn't understand i'm blind... I'm sorry about the friends... I was angry but i don't know why, Maybe i am crazy but what can i do.. I'm not going to be more crazy buy seeing a stupid person to talk about any problems i have...

I really really really don't mean to be nasty or anything... I really really don't... And know you dont believe anything i say... but i will have to accept that, ignore simon, he aint my boyfriend... I have one, no i dont i split from him tonight, But thats not the point.. Oh shut up renate...

Re: I'm so sorry...

[thedk]

at the start of reading that, i was thinking yeh ok, i'll talk to you, at least for tonight, to let you know things are kinda cool, but to leave things for a while for each of us not to have any! contact with each other for a while. but i was only thinking that....til I got to the end. You had a bf, another lie? its all lies, over exagerated tales....but last night with your friends? that was just too much renate. You say sorry, but why? because your upset because i wont talk to you? or do you say sorry cause you know what you have done? sorry doesn't quite cover it this time. Not after everything since last night.

GoodNight Renate x
ps. Please dont turn my journal into a shouting ground. Just let this go for a while. This is my place to escape from all that bothers me in life. x

Re: I'm so sorry...

[afraid_of_cake]

I did have a boyfriend... But u didn't want to know about things like that did you... so i kept it secret as you wanted...

I am sorry... And im also sorry you cant exspet it...

Re: I'm so sorry...

[thedk]

you keep saying i say these things, i don't. not exactly. I wanted you to stop going on and on about guys it was like you were tryin to get me jealous or whatever cause its all you went on about. it would of been nice for you to have said something instead of lying all the time. And i'm guessing the bf is Dan? not that it matters, i dont care. be happy, go do what you want, thats what i wanted, but i didnt want you to rub my face in it every 5 secs like you was tryin to hurt me or make me jealous, all you did was annoy me. seriously annoy me even though i asked you several times not to.

I just think we should keep away from each other and not talk to each other for a while. if not for good. cause i've seriously had enough. but i'll think about things once i've calmed down a bit.

Night. xx

[silentdreamsend]

I commented on Renates journal, on that entry.
Im sorry if this has made you mad, i will completly understand if you are mad at me..
but atleast i'd know that i corrected her completly on what she was saying about you, she made you out to be a completly differnet person and that angered me alot.
She IS immature as problems or no problems, you didnt deserve that.

Im here for you Lee, you should call me some time or whatever.
brr im cold.
I do believe i owe you an e-mail *nods* x