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[thedk]

I am nothing but the reflection of the man I used to be. I feel cold & heartless. The tormentor I so much hated in others. Things between me and Renate have quietened down, I think for now, I won't be hearing from her for a while now, at least. That's suppose to be a good thing. She's said sorry for all the things she's done. But sorry is a word i'

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The greatest part of anyone is the reflection of who they used to be. I have expressed my critical posture to you before, regarding your fatalistic pessimism, but I must say, you are amazingly introspective. I think you should indulge yourself more. Chase some pleasures for the sake of pleasure. You don't need to hurt anyone, but you shouldn't walk on eggshells to preserve the feelings of everyone...or even their opinion of you. You only get to be young once.

I will quote Oscar Wilde here:

"The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it. Resist it and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful. It has been said that the great events of the world take place in the brain.It is in the brain only that the great sins of the world take place also."

There is too much joy out there to chain yourself to anything less than beautiful. There is too much beauty to be morose.

Just my thoughts. *passes Lee a beer*

[silentdreamsend]

I'd make you some icons if you want?
just message me on MSN when i get home from school with some pictures and what ya want on it, or mail the pictures to lovesxembrace@gmail.com as an attachment and tell me in the pics what it is you want on them?!

Reflecting is good, it can be upsetting, or happy.
but whilst you're reflecting, i hope you have reflected and thought about how much i love you and care about you and how i really treasure you as a person and your opinions.
I have so much respect for you and i would never want to tarnish your feelings again like i did once.
:( x

[thedk]

I hate my pictures, I never know which ones to pick.

hmmm I hate yet love reflecting. I hate to do it but it's good to wonder how things might have been, ugh I wish i didnt, don't. Had never thought about it. But yes, you were in there, how you love, care and treasure who i am and things. so much.

its such a hectic day(s) i need to find time to gather my thoughts.