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One day I'm going to die...
It sounds a little morbid but it's either happy or a sad thought. One day it'll be a sad day and I'll leave all that is happy behind or it'll be happy that I leave all the sad behind. My days meld together and I have a hard time trying to figure one thing from the next. I feel like I'm in total darkness and there is only a glimmer of light and ( Read more... ) -
Of all the things I've lost...
I'm just sitting in my room with really only the light from my monitor being the only thing on in my apartment. I'm all alone just listening to music. I just feel like I'm here. I don't know how to describe it otherwise. I'm not doing anything that resembles importance. I use to have this poster in my room a while ago I really connected with ( Read more... ) -
St. Patty's Day!!!
Well it's National Drinking Day. You know they say that alcohol is a downer...whoever "they" are, they're so right. Every time I drink I remember so many bad things that have happened to me; that I've done. Stupid assisted self-reflection. So besides that since this week is the NCAA basketball tournament and I'm super busy at work, I'm moving ( Read more... ) -
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So it's been a while. Not a lot going on here. The good news is I'm moving soon, can't wait for that. I'm slowly losing what little bit of sanity I have left.
So seeing as how no one really reads this at all it's nice to be able to just write and not have to worry about what others might say. I've kind of come to the realization that I may be ( Read more... ) -
Blah
It's like 3am and I'm still awake. I'm winding down my night by just tossing up a post. So lets start with work first since it's just so much fun. I really wanted to kill two people this afternoon. They were just being really annoying and then before they left failed to even do the work they said they were going to do. We got killed tonight ( Read more... ) -
Ahh Monday
Pretty bored and while I have a ton of channels I could watch, there's nothing on tv. Yesterday I woke up early and even was going to go to church until I got behind the slowest people in the world and would have ended up getting there super late. Would have made the twenty minutes drive there and back longer than me actually being there. I did ( Read more... ) -
Craziness
Ever just have was of those times in your life where things are just in an utter state of chaos? I'm trying not to much pen to paper since I don't know who all reads this but I would really just like one month of normal. It's either that or I need a nice vacation. I already get no sleep so some time for me to just kick back and relax would be ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts
So I haven't updated pretty much anything in a while so I just kind of felt like doing that all today. So far I'm not pleased with my life at all. I really have no idea on where I want to be in my life but I know where I am isn't it. I'm beyond confused and I haven't had much luck searching for answers. I hate my job because my bosses love the ( Read more... )
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