I have come back to update those who do not contact me very often, or only know me on here. I am still going overseas. I leave in Augustand will be gone for about 2 years. On a good note I hear there maybe possibility for internet access, so I will send my email out to my friends so I can keep in touch. I probably wont update here due to the fact I ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't gone away yet. It has been awhile, but I have been busy trying to get what I can together for myself. I hope everyone else is well. Take care. I will update once I get my computer up and running again.

- The Draco Stryder

It has been a while since i have posted. I have been busy, and now i am leaving in less then 2 months. I have been out of the loop what has happened to my friends for the most part, minus a few things. I do not know how much I will be on, my comp died, and thats is just about it. If anything else pops up, I will post. Have fun everyone ( Read more... )

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face ( Read more... )

For the past three days now... if not longer, I have had the urge to spill out everything to someone, anyone almost. However, everytime i go to, it seems like something happens, or my mouth wont let the words out. I had a chance tonight to let it out, and I had wanted to, but i blew it. Didn't let her know. *sighs* I am a hopeless cause. My time is ( Read more... )

I can feel them building up. Every time I wake up, every time I go to sleep, and any chance I have time to think. I think I have finally reached my point, and am going to break soon. I find myself slowly delving deeper into my video games, and diving head strong into my fantasy worlds. They provide a bit of release from the torments of my own mind ( Read more... )

I feel alone. I am alone. I sit here typing on this site, like i have done many times before, sharing my thoughts. It is like i was told earlier tonight " It is easier to type then to say it." Yes, I am in one of those moods again, and i know i have had a few people tell me back and forth about to call them when i am like this, but I feel like such ( Read more... )

Not much has changed since last I have posted. Still leaving, and my grandmother isn't doing any better. That is my life. The only thing that adds on is the fac Iam supposed to be going to tampa for the wedding, and due to lack of funds I cannot go. I am upset. I wanted to see my friend get married. It sucks. I feel bad if I do not go. I wanted to ( Read more... )

Why would I name an entry "Aware"? I could name endless reasons why, but in all, I have become aware of my situation. I was at work today, and I was thinking about all the conversations I have had with my family and friends as of late. Some of the things had to do with me....well, a majority have had them to do with me. What can i say, my life is a ( Read more... )

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