So I do it again. I have lost another one. At this rate by the time i go over seas I wont have any friends. Maybe it is better this way, maybe something is going to happen. The less people like me, the less they hurt if they ever find out if anything happened to me. Everything happens for a reason. Oh well. I know what I must do now. I will shut ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Things are getting harder for me now. I found out I do not have a hard date on when i am leaving. Not is for certain, and i feel myself wanting to draw back into my casing. I am trying really hard not to, but I can see myself doing it. I am trying to be here, I am trying to see everyone,but inside I just want to hide in my room till i have to go. I ( Read more... )

The hands of time slowly spin and he watches ( Read more... )

The following are quotes from song, movies, comics, card games, and anything else that has just struck me as some part of me. Some of you may know these quotes, some of you may not. Just another way of saying how i feel ( Read more... )

Now I've told you this once before ( Read more... )

What is wrong with me? What is happening to my family and friends? What is going on? Something isn't right, something has missed a beat. I can barely control myself anymore. My body has been injured, and since then it seems everything else is falling apart. I almost broke down into tears today. I had to break myself from work because of it. I still ( Read more... )

My emotions are tied to songs at this point. My real feelings are begining to be hidden by masks once more. There is a lot of stuff going on. I have family members in the hospital, I have friends being different (not getting into the whole thing) and then you have my swirl of emotions. I am in the "help everyone out" mode, so I am not worried about ( Read more... )

Hush now don't cry ( Read more... )

I can’t stand to fly ( Read more... )