alone,
empty phone,
never rings,
it doesnt sing,

in pain,
no gain,
good bye,
as i die,

to fast,
i slide,
i drift,
i die.

im done, i want out of nh. tired of it and its people. lemme out.

the big 17 isnt all its cracked up to be. all around it was just a day of chillaxin you know the deal. but saturday im having a chill party at greely if its nice at 3 pm. wiffle ball and hacky sack. people bring food and we have fun. yah thats about it.

wow its been a while. for junior prom is kahki pants and a dress shirt good? people confuse the hell out of me and i have seen myself withdraw from them alot lately. i just try to sit back and let things go by buts its not working. i try to get back in touch and bam shot down. what ev im gunna hang around some more and see what happens. this is ( Read more... )

when ever there is a good day its goes bad.

umm shit fuck piss yupp

today was just plain bad. found out stuff i dont like hearing and school sucked and i almost got in a crash cuz im so damn fucked up. literally three inches away from disaster. ya ima try and sleep stuff off but it wont go away for a lil. i just cant stop thinking about her and what would happen if something happened. i hate...

well well well its been over a month since i last talked in this thing. not much has changed. im still single and confused like always. but itry to remain happy because people tell me life just not worth being sad over. this is tru. i went to virgnia on vacation it was kool and saw loads of new places. it opened up my eyes though. even though i ( Read more... )

went ot the dance tonight and saw lyds laur alli kris and lots of others. i met some kool girls ya know. cha cha. ktwiss and tyson are maniacs yo lol. im so tired right now and im hungry. k im looking ofr food

i am going to fail both finals tomorrow because they r my 2 worst classes. i need a new job because im tired of the bull shit at my job right now. hannafords is a bunch of retards and when i say that i mean they are all mentally retarded. screw them. screw school.