and i also like how all the shit i wrote was absolute rubish. im pretty much not into these things, why would anyone wanna read this? im not being interesting right now, am i? didnt think so. also i have a lot on my mind. i had an absolutely amazing weekend, well maybe not...yeah it was cool, but im noticing i always full enjoy my weekends. they ( Read more... )

so last nite i hung out with some friends i havent hung out with much. one girl,michelle, is way into black guys ha. there was michelle, shanella and i. i had my lil friend thomas with me and he's such a white surfer kid,  we walk into the this party in oxnard and we're were the only white people there. shanella turns around, while we're walking ( Read more... )

i painted today! for the first time at home in a few weeks. i got a bunch of new art supplies last nite for the ol' b-day lots of acrylic paints and clean, pretty brushes! oh yeah haha my grandma forgot my birthday. i just realized today, and my mom is so freakin pissed. i really dont mind i mean, the lady has 7 children, 8 grand kids and who knows ( Read more... )

what at nice day! u have no idea how great of a day i had, why are people so wonderful sometimes? so kylee and her boyfriend/husband made me an adoreable bright pink shirt that says "Hug Me Cuz Its My Birthday" in yellow. and then they signed the back and gave me a pen, so i was a gigantic b day card all day long, and eveyone told me happy birthday ( Read more... )

someone needs to be cool and help me make my journal more interesting to look at.i need an picture too. i cant make it work so someone like...you maybe(?) should help me A-sap! i'll give u a head scratch?

awww sheeeeeet. just got home from prom...its 8:48 am why the hell am i not sleeping? what a nite! it was extremly fun. dinner was funny as hell sitting around a table with 5 stoney kids and a drunk foo in a smancy monticito resturant. the kid that was driving us was sooo stoned and was pounding shots...i wasnt to comfortable with that one so i ( Read more... )

so...im going to MICA this summer! im so excited i almost cried when i opened the acceptance letter. who would thunk? im really looking forward to the summer. i have a lot planned and im gonna do lots of stuff i've always (like effin all my life) wanted to do. while at MICA we'll visit NYC. # one on my list! whoo hoo. goin to greece to kick off the ( Read more... )

Warm night in LA
Girls dressed to kill
Flirtatious stares from passing cars
Traffic causes no stress
80s music blaring
Lipgloss shining bright
Convertible top down
Hair blowen to a carefree tangle
Cammel lights ablaze in fingers
City lights freckle in memory
Exchanging glances of pure bliss
Warm night in LA
Girls dressed to kill

so i just realized, i really should use this thing. there's plenty of weird stuff in my life, might as well write it down and remember it. so im gonna start with ( Read more... )

i accidently colored my hair the color ugly today...wellll its not that bad but its the color of a shiny penny. i look like effin lucy.siggggh and for some reason i like it.