my nose hurts. could it be i do too much cocaine? i highly doubt it. so i was planning on ecstacy this week, however, the guy bringing it got caught and is now looking at life in prison. sucks. i'm sick, i'm having really bad withdraws. I REALLY want k.. i miss that shit to hell and back. i'm annoyed as fuck with nearly everyone, its not your fault ( Read more... )

1 night + 5.5 ecstacy + 3 lines of coke = a magical fucking time. :-D

things couldn't get any better.
things couldnt' get any worse.
depends on how you look at it i guess. :-p

for the first time in a very long time everything is perfect. i love the fact that i dont miss the way things were. i mean of course occasionally i do, but i love the way things are now. i couldnt' ask for shit to get any better ( Read more... )

my weekend was absolutely perfect. i couldn't have asked for a better time.

i give up on trying. i'm done. hope everything works out for you..........hope everything turns out the way you want it. trust me, this isn't the way i wanted things, but whatever ya know. i'm done with it all i give up on you. you obviously want that and have for some time. when i think about it all, and then look at you now, you've become ( Read more... )

So. People seriously make me laugh. I am accused of lying? Yet. THEY prove me right. hahahahahahhaha.....Liars, always get caught up in their lies in the end, trust me, the two of us should know right ( Read more... )

i wish i could just stop caring about those who meant something to me.

but i cant.

Everything is so good now. I'm happy as ever. I got hired yesterday at Amber Park Nursing Home here in Deer Park. Basically amazing. I'm talking to a guy named Ryan. He's really cool. I'm finally, for once COMPLETELY DRAMA FREE. and I dont think I could be happier if I tried.

I want something new.
Idk what that something is, but I want it. :-D

TWO'S OF EVERY KIND ( Read more... )