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IM DONE!!!!!!!!!!
Yea im done. done caring! im done trying with her because its clear she doesent want me anymore and i finaly get it. i guess it hurts when you know it but it hurts more to hear them say it and thats what she just did. I mean i loved her! every breath i took was for her i went through so much because of her and she throws it away. so from now on im ( Read more... ) -
DREAMS ARENT REAL?
So i was thinking how do you know whats real or fake., well you dont. you never know where you will end up. you never know who you will fall in love with. you dont know who is there forever or whos there till tomorrow. you dont know if lifes real or a dream. and i say its a dream because not all dreams have a happy ending in fact no dream has a ( Read more... ) -
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ok so im with my friend savannah and its like 2:30 in the morning...im broken in two. i still love her and i always will its just i have no idea where i stand with her.and it sucks! and o my fucking god the drama sucks to. there should be a freakin law against that much drama in one pearsons life. but anyway im still depressed about this shit i ( Read more... ) -
UGH!!!!! PARENTALS!(well the female ones anyway)
accualy today was a good day, until i got home and every tem minutes i had to get up and do somthing. ugh my mom is on my nerves. i swear i cant wait till im 16 because its either i move in with my dad when im 14 or i get amancipated when im 16 and move in with my friend savannah. because you know half the reason i used to cut myself was her ( Read more... ) -
PUNCHING!!! O AND MY DISFUNTIONAL FAMILY!
im so tiered of people getting in my face! either yelling at me or asking me to do somthing or there mad at me. well usually i would punch their face in. but my theripist told me to find somthing to release "anger" on. so i talked to my cousin and i got a punching bag. and who would know it accualy works! but see that doesent mean if you get in my ( Read more... ) -
GET A LIFE!!!!
why do people make a huge deal out of small freakin things! i mean for example lets say you decide to tell your friend that you have known for like ever that your gay. after you tell them they treat you like crap! i mean or if your emo, punk rock, gay, transvesdyke, transexual, or a crossdresser you get treated like crap at school because your ( Read more... ) -
why?!
Ok.... so its early around like 10:00 in the morning im realy tiered and want to sleep but cant. suprisingly the dump of a life i had is changing. its gettin better now if i can only get her to say yes. im realy bored. and it sucks because i have no one to hang with. im facinated by how many people backstab u. i mean you can be the closest of ( Read more... ) -
i miss her!
i love her. shes my life . i wish i could have her, hold her and never let go. and i wish she would love me back because no matter what i want to be with her. i wish she would have stayed last night just so i could see her face. because when i get around her my face lights up. when im around her i dont feel the depression that controls my life. she ( Read more... )