I wanna cry. I wanna be alone. I wanna cut my stomach up so bad that there isn't any skin left. I wanna die. I wanna be happy. I feel so stupid for being so god damn emo. I hate this! I feel like my insides are being torn apart. My stomach hurts so bad. I wanna punch that mirror again. I'm sick of that school, and I'm sick of those people. I think ( Read more... )

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This day, week, month has uberly sucked. I'm like failing everything, I'm gettin all fat, well more round. I haven't seen Tiffanie since Monday. Moose died *sad face* And theres a stupid hurricane coming. O and not to mention I feal like I'm about to get stabbed in the back. Karma's a bitch.....

Ok well, I'm like uber-grounded for a while, I can only call Kaitlin and Justin. And I can only go some were if one of my parents are there. But on the bright so I'm still going to the 311 concert, because I convinced them that Kaitlin's sis is an "adult". School sucks and I keep missing class because of all these "doctors" appointments. *sigh* I ( Read more... )

I'm not doin fine ( Read more... )

um.... I don't know I haven't posted much lately been busy. Well school starts Tuesday and i'm tired so I'm just going to pass out now....

1st Semester ( Read more... )

I have my best friend back! I have my best friend back! I have my best friend back! *does happy dance* I have my best friend back! I have my best friend back! I have my best friend back!

I’ve given up, I’m giving up slowly, I’m blending in so ( Read more... )

I don't feel good and I have had a pretty bad day. Except for like two really good things, one of which is the fact the Heather has a sister named Amber. She seams really cool, and Heather seams happy to have found her. God I don't feel good. I wish I could just crawl in a ball and die. I'm tired, and hungry, and I feel like i'm going to puke. I ( Read more... )