i'm sad.

maybe livejournal was needed for a rough time in my life for i find myself using it less and less...the benefit of venting the things that need to get out of me has been steadily decreasing-a good thing. i think i've found myself again...and i've found a better me. i'm happy with myself for the most part...but who can be completely happy with ( Read more... )

try not to get worried ( Read more... )

life is too hard. too long. too tedius. too messy. too hyped up. too cynical. too harsh. too stark. too repetitive. too fake. too depressing. too insignificant. and so, so precious to each and every indiviual person. everyone thinks they are special. unique. different. well what have they to show for their efforts? for all the poeple that alive ( Read more... )

well...it's been a long time since i've been here. not too much has happened ( Read more... )

i changed my hairstyle today. and a called on a couple of possible jobs. i went to my classes and work and got my paycheck. the sun is shining and tonight i am most likely going to get drunk. i slept through the night and even woke up early...though that was pretty rough ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder how it got to be so late in the day and i never even accomplisehed half of what i said i would. why am i so inefficient and unable to even jump start my life? i am no where near where i thought i might be at this point in my life. perhaps i'm glad it took this turn and maybe years now i'll just regret it. i hope it's the ( Read more... )

dear diary,

we havn't spoken in a while. wow! there's so much to tell but diary, you have to promise me you won't tell anyone!! well anyways....

oh wait. i'm not thirteen and this isn't private. hm. fastfoward to the present and woah, i'm wicked tired even though it's only like 1am.

good thing my bed is only like 5 feet away.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

ah. back in boston. it feels good to be back here ( Read more... )

i went to the dentist today and they told me i should floss ( Read more... )