I think I'm only posting this out of supreme boredom. I'm at work while everyone else has a 4 day weekend cause of Columbus Day. Rotten bastards. And I have to work Saturday too. But when I get off work at 6 PM on Saturday I don't have to work again until 6 PM on Wednesday so that's not too bad. Still kinda sucks cause what friends I have here ( Read more... )

I leave for Germany in September. Be gone for a couple years. Woohoo. See ya.

I'm dead...I'm done...I'm finished. This heartbreak has to end.

and so I am posting the lyrics ( Read more... )

That was my Mallrats quote of the week or month or whatever. Been feeling a bit better. Not much at all, but a little bit. I think mainly because people have just left me the fuck alone. There's only a couple people I care to talk to right now cause I know they could probably help me out and make me feel better. But they're not talking to me ( Read more... )

So I'm feeling a lil' bit better. Not physically because my stomach is still fucked up, but mentally feeling a bit better. I think it's because last night I actually got to relax some. I got off of work...went back to my room and changed...went to Tim and Amy's to get more of my shit. Trudi was there. Really the only thing said to me was are ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like that. I think I'm seriously on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Usually it's a lot of little things that build up, but I can deal with little things. No...not now. Now it's all big shit...all at once. Lack of money...and I know that it's usually my fault...me and my expensive tastes and what not, but this time I just ( Read more... )

And you're goin' Doyle who? Yeah...figured that. I'm reading his book Super System 2: A Source In Power Poker. And in it there's a small little story about his life so far and the trials and tribulations he's gone through. He's such an amazing man. When reading his story I actually almost cried. I've never done that from reading a book before ( Read more... )

So last night I went to this poker thing that these people have every Friday night. 27 people showed up and I placed 2nd out of 27 people. Not too bad if I do say so myself. I won 163 bucks. I rock!!! It's been an awesome week aside from the physical pain. And this morning just 10 minutes ago I got my ticket for Ozzfest. Like damn near front ( Read more... )

So! I'm officially single...once again. Any takers?...anyone?...anyone? Yeah...didn't figure anyone would. But anyway...kinda happy, kinda sad. I guess that's how things go though. So for the past couple of days I've been on quarters (in military terms that means home sick). Went to the doctor cause I had a painful swelling in my groin. ( Read more... )