my head hurts. my ears are ringing. my body aches. but it was the best ever ( Read more... )

i don't think i could be a writer, for i have far too many incomplete thoughts.

i realized that im okay ( Read more... )

i feel so alone. and empty. why does time so damn slow. i want my life back. only a few more i keep saying. well that doesn't do anything. i know it should, but it doesn't. stuck i feel like.

with the sounds of last summer, ill try to find comfort in sleep. ugh.

sorry im such a downer. damn

man it seems like time moves so slowly sometimes. all i want is to fast foward. thats it. not to far. just until this is over. it almost is. soon i tell myself. its not a matter of if i can make it now, but a matter of just getting it done. part of me doesn't know how to feel. im coming back to something extraordinary, why me. so many people are ( Read more... )

as i drove i thought and i pondered. my life. it was serene and almost surreal. i drove at sunset. into the sunset. the darkness behind me, the fading light before me. i felt like i was chasing the sun. something you can run after forever and never reach it. there was a calm in the air i could feel it through the rolled up windows, it was there. ( Read more... )

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i counted 107 motor homes on the drive up.

last night i sat on my bed and read. not the end with my pillow but the other end. i started on the road as i covered myself with three blankets. when my eyes blurred i crawled to the other end and under the covers to fall into a dreamland ( Read more... )

i've got bigger fish to fry ( Read more... )