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Fuck the new year, I have about as much faith for this year as I did last year.

I can name the life changing things that happened this last year on one hand, but you see, they are the things that changed me the most, both for better and for worse, especially my love...lord knows the wonderful gifts she has given me..But do I have faith for this ( Read more... )

I'm debating on whether I should delete this journal or not...I haven't really decided yet...I have a tendency to get sick of lj...idk why ::shrugs:: hasn't really been a day at all, it's funny I have a day off and I do nothing with it...::shrugs::

Ah well...

...I feel really Lost...

....I feel like I'm becoming the lost man I once was....funny, it felt like such a long time ago since I was like that....funny indeed...

and honestly....

it scares me...a lot

I honestly just want a hug right now...

It's wierd to feel so "wanted" and "unwanted" at the same time....

I need you

but I'll wait till you need me...

Lets see if I can try to pass out...yeah, like that's going to fucking happen..

I really need a fucking hug...

I honestly understand how wounded animals feel...it's like a gnawing pain in the flesh...they want to just hobble off somewhere out of sight, somewhere private, and solitary...somewhere way they may just curl up and die...

.....It's going to be another sleepless night...

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Put My Knee through a wall
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make
more for next year? No, I didn't follow through with them, ::shrugs:: idk, if I'll make new ones.
3. Did anyone close to you give
birth? No.
4.Did anyone close to you die? No.5. What countries did ( Read more... )

...Someone asked me today, if I could turn back time for a moment, only one instance, one thing, one part may I change in my past...what would it be ( Read more... )

It's not to often that a song at late can inspire me, only a few, and yet it would seem that each one as of yet is from a different and awesome anime, a few weeks ago "gravity" from Wolf's Rain, and now the opening theme of "Ghost in the shell "The stand alone complex"" the beginning parts kept running through my head today at work, and then as ( Read more... )