I had two of the strangest dreams last night ( Read more... )

April 23, 2006 - June 25, 2006

I want to make a quilt out of human skin and donate it to an orphanage.

I feel my thoughts swirling together, merging into a viscous mass of neural waste.

Ever felt like anyone in the world could get hit by a bus right in front of you and you wouldn't give a shit?

I feel like my brain needs to take a massive dump.

Without warning or apparent cause ( Read more... )

I stand beside you, alone
A wall of silence between us.
Our dissonant thoughts cancel each other out,
Leaving us with nothing.

I want to feel your warm embrace as my flesh slowly sinks into yours.
I want to dissolve in the depths of your eyes.
I want to be with you, within you, forever.
I want to forget that I ever existed.

It's almost as though something clicked in my brain within the past couple of days. For some reason, my OCD hasn't bothered me as much as it had previously. The symptoms are certainly still there, but they're not quite as maddening as before. I decided to try and completely ignore them, because this has gone on way too long and I can't think of any ( Read more... )

I was going through some of my stuff from high school a little while ago and I found a copy of the love letter I wrote to the girl I had a huge crush on senior year. I'll probably put it up here soon for the sake of posterity, and so you can all laugh at me for being such a cheesy romantic (at least back in high school ( Read more... )