i think i've officially given up... i'm Exhausted and it isnt just because of lack of sleep cuz for the past week i've gotten at leat 6 hours a night which for me is a big deal... i just can't bring myself to care anymore. seriously is every thing i've thought up untill now nothing but a lie? thought i could trust certain people and it kills me to ( Read more... )

ok i got this in an email it's quite entertaining and i think i might know who sent it ::cough cough a vindictive bitch who needs a life cough cough:: bet meh it's my quiz and "someone" filled it out so enjoy the pathetic attempts at bringing me down this person obviously doesnt know me too well now do they but according to them they do XD ( Read more... )

lately i havent been able to sleep well for a while actually. i'm too tired for anything right now.i dont even think tired covers it you know? i can't spell for shit lately and frankly it pisses me off sometimes my sentances dont even make sense... like last night i was working on the B.C.W website and i put the title as " welcome to B.C.W ( Read more... )

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so many conflicting thoughts

which is right which should i trust?

i dont know the truth, it's hard to tell.

what am i thinking, how do i feel?

what should i say, what should i do?

is this feeling real, is it true?

tell me now what should i do?

say it ,or say nothing at all ?

do it, or sit back in silence?

open up ,or sink deeper within ( Read more... )

my sister is being just as stupid as i was a small ways back. her ex b/f is not only mentally abusive he's got a short ass fuse and loses it easly he's made countless threats to her and her friends and she's scared of him you can see it in her eyes but she refuses to admit it.he threatened to beat up jakk all cuz he was hanging out with crystal ( Read more... )

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time now: 9:30 ( Read more... )

through her smile ( Read more... )

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