trying to be happy is so hard when everything pours all the damn time. i love you, im in love with, couldnt live with out you. but it feels like depression has become a lifestyle when everything i look at is half empty. i was offered a proposal, i wonder whats going to happen.....we need to talk....lol, again.

you ripped my heart out for the last time.

The phone slips from a loose grip ( Read more... )

the funniest things in life always happen to me ALWAYS. you see, i fell in love with this girl right? and things were going ok until i did something to totally fuck things up which made a mess to the biggest extreme i can think of.well it took time and believe me I FUCKING went through hell every day after that.you made sure of that. then....... ( Read more... )

life is an aimless drive that you take alone.... might as well enjoy the ride, TAKE THE LONG WAY HOME you dont know me so back off fuck faces, im done

i woke up at 5:30 in the most awkward place. it sucked im in a lot of trouble. theres a part of my cerebellum that wont go away. it sucks i told you i wouldnt, and i did unknowingly its gonna suck.... >>>>>i never even knew you and yet i have so much sorrow in my body for what happened, you were all i could think about, and ( Read more... )

went bowling with jeni. i whipped her sooooooo bad and she was all like "how did you do that?" and i was all like "you know it" lol, but she destroyed me at air hockey and i was all like "i let you win" so it still counts. i love my peachcake, shes the best

jeni and i just saw each other for five minutes, but i could have gotten lost for an eternity with that kiss. i loves you peachcake......in other news, there is no other news. i can still taste it

you were picked in advance by some careful hand with an absolute concept of beauty

...and she made me a necklace out of my regrets, and hung it round' my neck.