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The fog rolls in every night now. I long to step into it, for it to become one with my body and soul; to jog into the night and have the fog become a part of me; to feel it held within my lungs, inhale the ghost of night deep into my being and breathe it out, letting it sustain me. Sometimes I imagine running into the ghostlike clouds and never ( Read more... ) -
ten
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. Will we ever be close friends like how i really want to be??? Where you actually care what happens to me and try to help without me asking for it. Where we can go to the cliffs and sit and look at the stars and just think together. I really want that type of friendship ( Read more... ) -
Revelation
You know the best ideas, thoughts and revelations all happen in the very early hours of the morning when you should be sleeping but cant -
About Me :]
You know what? I really DONT know who I am. Im still trying to figure it out. I know I dont have all the answers and I dont ever expect to. Maybe someday Ill be able to write a real summary of who I am but at this point in my life I cant. Im still changing and growing into the person I will someday be. Youre welcome to ask me whatever you like, ( Read more... ) -
my words for the day
someday when the earth has fallen away from our feet and the sky is black as coal, youll see my heart in its entirety and know its been broken since I fell into the depths of your eyes.
So theres so much i need to say
but i just cant seem to speak up
i know it will ruin my day
but i guess thats just my luck
Can i lay here at night wondering by this ( Read more... ) -
TRUTH
After talking to Joel I realized exactly why I lie to people so much... its because Im afraid to let anyone get too close to me. Im afraid that theyll hurt me like all those before them. At least if someone leaves me their leaving the lies and not ME. I know its sad to say but its true. Ive not told the truth in a long time and its because Im ( Read more... ) -
X-Ray
Well today Im going to get my head X-rayed... how fun (not)! Ive been having these awful headaches for months almost a year and the doctors have been just giving me stupid advise like sleep more or keep food logs or crap like that. So now they are going to actually CHECK to see if theres anything wrong with my head. (haha thats funny caz theres ( Read more... ) -
I want to be ME
i want to be the change
i want to make a difference
i want to know ive helped someone
i want to pick someone up off the ground and teach them how to get back upi want to see the world
i want to find love
i want to find someone who loves me for me
i want to know who i am
i want to dance in the middle of the street and not care whos watching
i want to walk ( Read more... ) -
My Summer Playlist
This is my summer playlist so far...
More will be coming as the summer goes on!
Leave a comment on what youre listening to this summer :]
The Spill Canvas - Self-conclusion
Regina Spektor - The Call
Good Charlotte - I dont wanna be in love
Lil Wayne - Lollipop
The Lost Prophets - Last Train
Goo Goo Dolls - Before its too late
DHT - Titanic techno remix
Ben ( Read more... ) -
The Spill Canvas - Self-conclusion
"Fade in, start the scene
Enter beautiful girl
But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world."
Excuse me sir,
But I had plans to die tonight
Oh, and you are directly in my way
And I bet you're gonna say it's not right
My reply:
Excuse me miss,
But do you have the slightest clue
Of exactly what you just said to me
And ( Read more... )