Losing mind; don't feel like talking; feel like punching people in the face.

I guess if you say something over and over and over again, it really will become a reality ( Read more... )

It's a whole new world out there, getting things accomplished and all. I think this is the first time in a long time that I've made lists of things to do (which happens often) but have actually getting the things finished and checked off those lists ( Read more... )

What am I doing here?
I sort of feel like I am waking up to a reality that I am not really sure how I got here, or why.
How do you answer the question How did you end up in this place? when you don't know how it happened.

Well, I am going to work on my rep list for tomorrow and hope that I can be a charmer for a while that may or may not redeem my ( Read more... )

I have finally started Attention Deficit Medication. Please tell me if I go crazier. Lol

Life is looking up. I'm scheduled for training next week and will be working both jobs. Marilyn is responding really well to her meds. I lastly, am going to nap instead of reflecting.

I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm just having a loser day. I just don't get it. I'm tired of only attracting men. Few and far between at that but where MY interests lie, you would think I was a leaper. Empty bed. Lame. I can actually hear my self esteem plummeting. So I'm picky about what I like, but when its been several years between finding a ( Read more... )

Okay. Here I am at 4:43am. I woke up a little past 4 and sort of tossed and turned. So now I'm updating and drinking warm milk with an Anise and Rooibos base. I suppose that makes it a dutch redbush late. Bwahahaha!! I haven't been able to update as much, cause usually I hit livejournal on my cellphone's internet, but it stopped working a while ago ( Read more... )

I am feeling so much better. I had some time to chat (about six hours worth of chatting) with Terri-Lee. (My TLQ time ( Read more... )

I've decided thirty is an odd year. I'm suppose to be an adult but I no longer care about that sort of pretense. I don't mind spending all of Sunday playing final fantasy 8. Is this the start of me letting myself go? Carbs and uppers away! I think perhaps thirty is when the chemical receptors in your brain start to short circuit. Perhaps tomorrow ( Read more... )